just breathe

well I've been through pretty much it all. suicide attempts, cutting, burning, you name it. it really hasnt been easy at all. but i know the worst feeling ever, is lonliness. so my ask is always open. xx

  • Tumblr app: I'm done loading
  • Me: but what about all these blank pictures and gifs
  • Tumblr app: did I fucking stutter
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“So it’s not gonna be easy. It’s going to be really hard; we’re gonna have to work at this everyday, but I want to do that because I want you. I want all of you, forever, everyday. You and me… everyday.” ― Nicholas Sparks, The Notebook
alyssaemilie: if you close your eyes right before the train hits, your brain will think that you have died. some people find calmness in this.
  • Anxiety: hey!
  • Me: what now?
  • Anxiety: Nothing, just wanted to worry you today.
  • Me: ...great
  • Anxiety: Hey your boyfriend/girlfriend didn't text you back, they're probably with someone else right now.
  • Me: ....
  • Anxiety: Oh your best friend hasn't spoken to you today either. They're probably sick of your shit.
  • Me: ....
  • Anxiety: Your parents said they're really proud of you..do you honestly believe that?
  • Me: ....
  • Anxiety: Where do you see yourself in a year? Oh wait, you can barely get through a day!
  • Me: ...shut up.
  • Anxiety: Will you ever rise to anything?
  • Me: Shut up!
  • Anxiety: Or are you always this pathetic? Lol
  • Me: Why can't you leave me alone!?
  • Anxiety: Because messing with your head is what I live for.
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“My daddy said, that the first time you fall in love, it changes you forever and no matter how hard you try, that feeling just never goes away.” 
suicide-my-love: my-twisted-fantasie: tries-to-make-the-best-of-it: You tried to kill yourself last night. Isn’t this one of the scariest things you could ever hear ? To hear you failed your suicide? Isn’t this the reason why you’re still alive? You are to afraid that you could fail. (via TumbleOn) depression | self harm/-hate | suicide | advice blog.
duske: holocene, fave
Anonymous asked: My ex boyfriend raped me in the back of his car.

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